It is 3:49am and I am scheduled to have my c section today. I am sooo tired but too nervous to sleep. In a few hours my life will completely change. I will be responsible for 2 lives. I am really nervous. I've never been a mom before and my mom wont be here until January 4. I told my dad that I'm getting cold feet about giving birth and being a Mommy and he made a joke about me being a run away pregnant woman. That made me laugh. I really needed that.
I feel for my husband. I think my nerves and hormones have brought the beast out of me. I am an emotional wreck! Lord, please help me.
I feel for my husband. I think my nerves and hormones have brought the beast out of me. I am an emotional wreck! Lord, please help me.
